Nenette 2.0: Out of the Ashes.

05 July 2015

Thanks, Billy Idol
Isn't that title dramatic?  I know.  But it's the one that comes the closest to describing what I've been going through for a while...

It's been a tough couple of months.  It started when I came back from Vancouver in late March. It felt like, the moment I landed, I was suddenly beaten by commitment sticks.  And they weren't stopping!
Every second of my life revolved around my daughter's ballet exam, both kids' extra rehearsals to compete in the MB Dance Festival, the Life Without Limits event in April, the Canadian 10th Anniversary Tour in May, a Parent Council fundraising, additional dance classes for recital, my own prep and rehearsals for recital...

And on top of all that, an unconfirmed pregnancy and miscarriage.
Sure it was unconfirmed, but I've been pregnant 3 times and have had 1 confirmed miscarriage.  So, I know.  Especially when Miss Clockwork here is late by 9 days.

So, when you're constantly putting out fires, dealing with raging hormones, and trying to wrap your head around the fact that THE FACTORY APPARENTLY HASN'T SHUT DOWN YET, you stress.

And when I stress, I eat... sugar.
And I stopped going to Zumba and working out... because who has time?!
And I started listening to negative self-talk... because what kind of moron schedules all this crap all at once.  And half of it is stuff I didn't even want to do!!!

I stuck to my nutritional supplements, which was great because I needed the fuel to energize all the fire extinguishing and keeping my head above water, but I stuck so much crappy carby food in between that I got fatter my clothes started to get tighter, I started to yell at Roomie more my hormones were getting the best of me, and I was feeling run down.
I don't even remember the last time I did a Cleanse Day!

Anyway, it's time to stop the madness!!!

Thanks to the encouragement of my peeps, my girls, my tribe -- I regroup, refresh, and then restart.
I've been planning my future, where I want to be, and who I will become.

This week, action begins.  It's not going to be easy, but I'm f..king excited!

Nenette 2.0 is ready to roll!

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